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i Cannot Live Without Michael” – Niniola Shares Heartbreaking Message After Husband’s Death
Afrobeats singer Niniola has opened up once again about the pain of losing her husband, Michael Ndika, weeks after announcing his passing.
The singer took to her Instagram Story to express her grief, sharing an emotional message in which she described her late husband as the person who gave her life meaning.
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According to Niniola, coping with Michael’s absence has been extremely difficult as she continues to struggle with the reality of his death.
“I cannot live without Michael. God, You could’ve taken my kidney, an arm or a leg. You should’ve even taken me instead. But that one person that made my life worth it, You took away from me,” she wrote.
The singer, who recently disclosed that she had been secretly married to Michael for 13 years, questioned why tragedy had befallen their family despite living what she described as a quiet and peaceful life.
In the emotional post, Niniola expressed frustration and heartbreak, saying she believed God had the power to spare her husband but chose otherwise.
“We did not disturb anybody o… Just living lives on our own terms. What a jealous God You truly are… Cos You had the power to spare him but decided to flex muscles. Kukuma finish what You started na… I’m ready,” she added. Eyes Of Lagos reports,
Her comments quickly drew reactions across social media, with fans and colleagues sending messages of encouragement, prayers and condolences.
Many supporters urged the singer to remain strong during the difficult period, while others sympathised with the depth of pain reflected in her message.
Niniola has continued to pay tribute to her late husband in recent weeks, with each post revealing the profound bond they shared throughout their 13-year relationship.
The singer is yet to make any further public statement beyond the emotional messages shared on her social media pages.
